2months

Today i celebrate my my 2 months of not smoking
though with all this drama going on i feel
like i need one to calm my nerves
yet i have to be strong but its just getting so tiring
today i also await your call..
you said "we need to talk"
the same words you used the first time
that made me cry...yet
this time it is different i will not cry
i know that its meant to be and even though i will miss you
you will always be my friend...
i must move on no matter how hard..
its time to find someone my own age..
i know u were young yet u were mature enough for me
but i can not stand you doing this to me over again
i must be strong and continue my journey ahead...
life is a grave ...digging it faster today..